This is probably singly the most important song I think that we’ve ever kind of communicated because basically growing up in South Wales in the 1980s we experienced a lot of trauma. Our families, our communities were basically left out in the cold thanks to a conservative government who didn’t care about its own people or its heart, should I say. I grew up in a situation as a child, I remember this very vividly, when my parents had to buy food for my aunty and uncle to survive because my uncle was laid off in the mines because of this situation, my cousins couldn’t afford to eat. Basically communities and people across the entire UK felt that pang of hunger and starvation and children did die actually, this is a fucking true fact, so it’s a horrible thing to have to go through in your own country.

It left a mark on us, because we got told that basically through all of this filtered down, through all unemployment, through being told there was no hope, no expectations for us at all. We grew up with situations where a lot of friends of mine basically gave up on their dreams and turned to drugs and alcohol and felt that that was their only option, where us as a band, us as people said to kind of put it into something a bit more tangible, and bit more something we felt could communicate our frustration which was music.

And basically through all the years, through all the bands we’ve been in, we’ve come here to this point and this song was written basically as the biggest middle finger to a sense of people who felt that we couldn’t do anything, that we would never amount to anything, that we were just to be left on the fucking trash pile, to fucking be forgotten about.
It’s hard, because I look back on this now and there’s people that I’ve lost, friends who turned to alcoholism, who’ve died from alcoholism and drug abuse, and it’s sad.

This song is in memory to those that we’ve lost and to the spirit of strength, of never giving up, of never giving in, of no fucking surrender, and following your dreams no matter what the fucking cost.

Fight.

Fight for what you believe in, I believe that, we believe that. This song is called History.

Matthew Davies-Kreye
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Anonymous asked: You did seem to have a really good week! I think you need to try and focus more on the positives than negatives and perhaps life will seem better? Maybe? I don't even know... I'm just talking now. Feel free to ignore me if you'd like.

I’m trying to do that anon, focus on the positives. 

I would really appreciate it if you came off anon though, it would be nice if we could talk without grey face in the way. I won’t ignore you though if you don’t. 

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Anonymous asked: Oh no, I didn't mean about the girl, just in general. Sorry, I realise I worded that oddly and made it appear I was being nosy. I didn't mean it to!

I’m sorry too, I tend to jump on the defensive too quickly sometimes.
I’ve been relatively good this week. This week I:
- made my 30th donation at the blood bank. It makes me feel accomplished.
- saw Funeral For A Friend (my favourite band) for the second time this year so I feel like a really lucky girl. It was so good I cried. Twice.
I also made a new friend on the way home, so that’s nice, I don’t do that often. We’ve made plans to go into the city next weekend.
- had dinner with the girls from uni. It was nice to catch up with them and see how they were all going, as I hadn’t seen them since December. I shouldn’t leave it so long next time, as I got quick anxious about catching up with them.
- drank peppermint tea with K, talked about lots of things and as always enjoyed her company immensely.
- had dinner with A, ate way too much and saw a terrible movie. Even if I were payed to see Spring Breakers, I would not see it again. It’s not even a ‘so good, it’s bad’ movie, it’s just awful.
- made plans with G for dinner on Monday. This shall be great as she’s my impartial third party for everything, so I can let loose really. And a good bitch session about my old/her current work is always fun.

So there’s my week. Looking back on it, I’ve actually been really good. Probably because I haven’t had as much time to sit and dwell on things.

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Anonymous asked: Hi, I'm your anon from the other week who was talking about the girl you like with you. How goes it?

As per my last reply anon, I won’t be going into this further unless you come off anon. It just hurts too fucking much.

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